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Sunday, July 17, 2005

malam yang panjang

dear all...
seperti biasa, aku mengakhiri belenggu rutinitas minggu ini bersama temen2 aja di kampus, hehehe...maklum aje bro..kita kan masih STMJ :D
sampe di KM jam 8 malam,rencananya sih mau ada traktiran makan, tapi ga jadi coz personelnya ga lengkap.
jam 12-an lalu keluar cari makan, warung burjo disini buka 24jam. habis makan kita berlima melesat ke Galaxy -tmpat maen billiard di daerah janti-. karena baru pertama kali pegang stik,aku jadi dapat "lucky beginner". hehehe...ternyata billiard juga cukup asyik dan bisa buat ketagihan. hole in one.....
jam 2 dini hari galaxy dah tutup, trus ngapain ya....? pengennya sih langsung balik tapi udah terlanjur keluar jadilah acara "puter-puter nggak jelas" sambil menikmati suasana jogja dini hari.
kalo dah kaya gini,jadi inget jaman sma dulu yg suka klayapan malam,tau sdri lah...cari sensasi petualangan malam bro..
jalan2 di kota udah sepi,sunyi, senyap. hanya ada bbrp motor aja yg masih mengorbit. jadi berpikir "mungkin ini ya,jogja jaman dulu itu".
akhirnya sape ke malioboro lewat pintu barat(pasar bunga),aku sempet heran...ooo ternyata malioboro sekarang udah "berdandan" tho? jalan masuk sblh utara udah jadi dua arah dan udah banyak lampu bang-jo nya. dan di sebelah selatan udah jadi tempat nongkrong para muda-mudi jogja.weks pake istilah gaul...(jadi pgn ikut ngrasain nongkrong, tapi untuk apa???) akhirnya udah terlihat juga perubahannya kotaku tercinta ini..
setelah ke malioboro trus ke alun2 kidul. hehehe...(evil mode on). tau kan maksudku...:D. untuk urusan gituan (esek2 kota-red) di jogja masih terpelihara bro, dont worry...(jerk mode on) :D mungkin lain waktu akan dibahas untuk masalah yg satu ini...
akhirnya...jam 3-an sampe di sarang lagi. dan tiba2 pengen cuap2 di blog, maunya sih pgn langsung tidur biar bisa saving energi buat basket besok...
akibat dari pola hidup yg dah ga karuan gini jadi harus olah raga seminggu sekali. hehehe...

suddenly i feel sleepy...
whoaahhhmmmmmm....gud night guys...
dont forget to pray before sleep....

Friday, July 15, 2005

lagi pengen ngisi blog...


yup,dah lama ga nulis disini,takut mengecewakan para pembaca setiaku.
hmm...apa ya..?tadi iseng2 buka2 koleksi foto, trus dapet inspirasi bahan yg mo ditulis... :)
sekarang lagi seneng ndengerin duncan sheik nyayiin half life. ngomongnya kayak gini nih...dengerin ya...?
#----------------------#
I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth comes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when I figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
but you are another mystery I am missing

It takes to much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on let's fall in love

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, i want to see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time
#---------------#

Monday, July 04, 2005

why papyrus

dikupi dari britanica :

Main Entry: pa·py·rus
Pronunciation: p&-'pI-r&s
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural pa·py·ri /-'pI-(")rE, -rI/; or pa·py·rus·es
Etymology: Middle English, from Latin
1 : a tall sedge (Cyperus papyrus) of the Nile valley
2 : the pith of the papyrus plant especially when cut in strips and pressed into a material to write on
3 a : a writing on papyrus b : a written scroll made of papyrus

yes , that is.
daun papyrus ditemukan untuk merubah sejarah perkembangan peradaban manusia dan dunia. karena ditemukan pertama kali di mesir, maka tak heran jika peradaban mesir kuno sudah berkembang sejak th 4000 SM. dengan papyrus, manusia mesir kuno mengenal tulisan hyrogliph.

thats also the main reason i choose it for the name of my blog here.... (:D)
i also inspired from elearning web site of my major. so the name is not taken from the name of discotic as bang adhy said. hehehehe.....

huff....enough for this day.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

my head stuck under the sand

hari minggu........
kemarin sabtu........
besok senin.......

yesterday i missed my work just because i cannot see anything in front of my eyes, everything i see is sand and stone.
ohh...God, just send me an angel.